hey!

i found something safer..

make an account at wordpress. heres mine

http://welovesquish.wordpress.com/

write back soon!

oh... any contact with me?!

my gosh... i dont understand why we can't be friends.. can u ask her that too please? ask if we can ever even be friends again.

matt didnt say much... i dont really remember. he was jus there for me n i jus ranted n cried to him lol.

i'm so sad. i honestly think this isn't real. idk theres a part of me thats really realy hoping this really didnt happen..

lets try to find something more priate and safer.

<3

akd agea

i keep seeing things on tumblr about relationships..

hugs from behind, kisses on the neck..

i miss this. i miss you so much. i can't stop thinking about how good we had it, how good we were together before all this... and its only been 3 days. can you believe that? we had an adventure 3 nights ago.. 3 nights ago we were lying on the seats of my car. nothing was wrong.

why does it feel like forever? :(

morgan...<3

i want to be standing right next to you right now...

chrisbrown on repeat. <3

morgan.. :/

i hate missing you this much, in a situation like this.

i,

see you on fb... i'm too scared to talk or chat to you tho cos i'm not sure if its your mom :/

does your mom know your tumblr login?

write back! <3

i told matt everything, because he was with me last night when your mom called, and he stayed with me for a couple hours after..

and kayla just knows that your rents didnt want us together.

did u?

lool you think it'll really make it worse?
cos if i can't talk to her, then you're really gonna hvae to try and do this on your own.. please just plea with them. tell them i'm no longer in your life, and we can try for friends later.
its not like we were gonna see each other alot this summer so it won't be as bad.
you just cannot leave... do whatever they want!
oo i didnt know it was on!

arrowhead christian?!

are you cereal?
no way dude.. i should talk to her soon..
your should just come out to your mom and say your over it, and beg, or maybe not beg.. but reason with her and just go with whatever she has to say to allow you to stay...
just stay here please.,<3
and respond to matt... i'm with him right now

i'm sorry,

your not enjoying today... please eat something? for me? i know you can. your usually hungry, well most of the time. i dont want this to affect your health.. thinking about it really scares me. i know you want me, and i want you so bad to, but we have to both still look out for each other. okay? i dont want you to be doing anything that will hurt you. and i'd do anything to prevent that.

please, for me try to cheer up? i mean.. we just can't talk to each other. but at least we have this, and you still have me. okay? right now, you still have me.

i love you babe, write back. i'm checking <3

12:03

just dragged myself out of bed.. i remember waking up around 9, but i didnt want to open my eyes because i was still dreaming about you. i forced myself too and you were always there..but it wasn't anything real. i think around 10 or 11 i was screeming your name in frustration that i couldn't see you.. it was so sad. i wanted to call you last night so bad. i was dying to. i didnt get to sleep until around 3, but htats only cos i finally chugged half the bottle of nyquil in my room.. i know you wouldnt want me doing things like that. but it just came over me too. i want to talk to your mom.. my biggest fear is that you won't even return to our school next year. i would be even more depressed. please stay here, do whatever it takes. if you have to get over me to stay, then get over me. because at least we'll still be around for each other.

goodmorning babe, you'll be in my thoughts all day... its still your special day, try to enjoy it okay?

i love you so much.

<3

anyway you can please contact me

you are,

still my girl. goodnight, i still hope you have a good day tomorrow. happy birthday babe<3

wish i could've called you that before everything went south..

i'm still here.

write often

love

love

love

love

love

love<3

jkaeage

i'm thinking so hard about you right now.

i honestly just want you so bad. this isn't fair. this isn't right. we weren't even together for a month.

you made me so happy. you put me on a cloud 9 ever moment i was with you. i want you. i just want you so badly. i want you in my arms. i swear i'm going to kill you with a hug next time we meet.... please remember, i dont promise anything forever. please please take consideration in that. but at the moment, i am so deeply in love with you.

please write back.

-dying to hear from you.

to you,

to you,

i’m glad you like me; because i like you too.

i’m glad i make you happy; because you make me happy too.

i’m glad you feel like you know me; because i feel like i know you too.

and i really hope you won’t let me go; because i know i won’t let you go.. <3

:]

i’m glad you like me; because i love you.

i’m glad i make you happy; because you make me feel amazing.

i’m glad you feel like you know me; because i have no doubt who you are

and i really hope you won’t let me go; because i won’t either. and now is when we need to know this the most.

143,k3u. remember my promise. the only one i’ve made to you, and the one i will keep.

<3

hope to hear from you.

-earl