oh... any contact with me?!

my gosh... i dont understand why we can't be friends.. can u ask her that too please? ask if we can ever even be friends again.

matt didnt say much... i dont really remember. he was jus there for me n i jus ranted n cried to him lol.

i'm so sad. i honestly think this isn't real. idk theres a part of me thats really realy hoping this really didnt happen..

lets try to find something more priate and safer.

<3